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FULLY REAL: A Poem about Perseverance. Recently, I have been through a lot in my life that has caused me to grow into a stronger woman. Death, loss, heartbreak, extreme vulnerability…all which has, in my opinion, broken me open and transformed me. It's a common misconception that people think I am a happy-go-lucky all of the time or that I have no experience of pain. I'm more than just my pretty pictures on instagram. I'm an artist and a human of heart. Allow me to share my voice with you. My stand up first spoken word poetry expression. Time to be FullyReal. Poem written and copyrighted by Kristina Carrillo-Bucaram.

Written poem shared on my website here:

Sending my love.

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If you missed My 11 Rules for Happiness Video, here it is: !

💖 I can only be me, and that is always good enough.
👪 Time with loved ones is worth more than anything money could ever buy.
💓 Beauty radiates from within; sit still to find your peace.
🌹 Give your trust to those who are willing to fight for it.
👭👫 True friendships are unconditional.
✨ In the craziest of moments, just BREATHE.
🎶 The only way to be happy is to truly love life: the beautiful moments AND the ugly ones.
🌁 Each moment is a growth opportunity.
💙 Vulnerability is powerful.
🙏 Forgiveness is freedom.
👊 It's not not about how many times you've been knocked down, but how many times you've gotten up.
👏 It's ok to cry…and cry some more.
🌎 You may not have control over what happens to you, but you do have control over your reaction.
💪 For one to become stronger, one must first CHOOSE strength.
🌱 True success is not monetary.
💝 You don't need anyone to love you to make you feel worthy, you must do that yourself.

56 Comments on Am I a Fake?

  1. JustAnOtter // 6th May 2015 at 5:28 pm // Reply

    Put this on a sample and drop the hottest album in 2015.

  2. macho tony // 6th May 2015 at 6:38 pm // Reply

    I hate how when someone promotes positivity they are fake. But when someone starts controversy they are just being “real” and they’re supposed to be respected for that. We should just love each other no matter what. It’s the easiest option. 🙂

    • Vegan CarboRaider // 6th May 2015 at 9:38 pm // Reply

      +macho tony That not it. I also promote positivity by showing my real self – not acting positive; being positive, but I don’t avoid negative things. That’s what they call #Keepit100

    • GREAT WHITE PLANT EATER // 7th May 2015 at 5:08 am // Reply

      +Gary High-Fruit feeling a little guilty….you unicorn you

    • FullyRawKristina // 9th May 2015 at 4:31 am // Reply

      +macho tony Thank you <3

  3. Infinite Waters (Diving Deep) // 6th May 2015 at 7:10 pm // Reply

    We love you Kristina, Shine on star. :))) <3

  4. FullyRawKristina // 6th May 2015 at 10:01 pm // Reply

    Never close your heart…EVER.

  5. Bonnie Rabold // 10th May 2015 at 7:28 pm // Reply

    To be honest I’ve never much cared for you – mostly because you are rich, and I have trouble finding inspiration from rich people. It’s just so far from my financial experience in life that it makes me feel resentful, and like I could never be inspired by people who have had it easier than me. But it takes a lot of guts to put this sort of thing online for thousands of people, rich or not. So kudos. You may be rich but you’re doing good things with it, which is way more than what most rich people can say. I expected to watch this video and laugh at your poem, but I actually really love it. BUT – don’t let your ego get the best of you. Your poem was a lot about you, about how YOU are real and how YOU remain happy. The ego is the enemy of enlightenment. Only someone who has shed their ego entirely can be truly enlightened.

  6. This made me cry, I can relate to this on so many levels. You are so fantastic!! oxo

  7. Child of God // 11th May 2015 at 11:02 pm // Reply


    great poem! i’ve just been talking about this myself. I see the vegan community going too far with anger and hatred now. I see that you can’t be both happy, and angry or hateful. These negative emotions cannot consume us if we wish to realize our true potential. And we can only spread our best message when we’re happy. 

    i’ve called you fake in the past. and i still don’t know you personally. I apologize for that. maybe you’ve made some mistakes but we all have. I have as well. we are all human and we all strive to be happy 🙂

  8. Sophia Pardini // 12th May 2015 at 8:54 pm // Reply

    aww this made me cry. I feel lucky to have experienced all your realness. You are one inspirational woman and its because you are so authentic, caring and kind.

    • FullyRawKristina // 14th May 2015 at 5:07 am // Reply

      +sophia11roma love you. Girl, we have been through a LOT. So honored to call you a soul sister. <3

  9. FullyRawKristina // 15th May 2015 at 3:10 am // Reply

    You wouldn’t believe how many people have emailed me and asked me to write a song and sing it on youtube after reciting this poem…. maybe I should rap it?! ;p

  10. Linda Casey // 28th May 2015 at 8:27 am // Reply

    My, my young lady .. what a great video … what a great video!!   I’ve been one of your subscribers for some time now, but will admit that even I at times had wondered whether your seeming ‘perfection’ was sincere or not.  In my youth, I behaved in much the same way, bouncy and bubbly to the extreme … caught up in my joy and enthusiasm for life. I have to admit that this video showed me my own reflection through your pain. Kristina, you are TRULY an inspiration and I mean that. Actually, this is going to be a turning point in your young life. Keep the vibrant colors, keep the enthusiasm and the joy, keep the love in which your videos are made, but also, keep giving us more of YOU .. your art, your music, your spiritual wisdom. You’re like a hologram come to life on the screen and I, for one, plan on tuning in more often. Peace and harmony to you from an old hippy, Granny Guru.

    • Linda Casey // 13th June 2015 at 7:41 am // Reply

      +Qonita Badeges Who of us is? But, I recognize enough of myself in her to know that behind closed doors, she is just a fragile little girl trying to build up enough courage to go out and TRY to make a difference in this world. Peace to you too.

    • Qonita BadegesTM // 13th June 2015 at 5:18 pm // Reply

      +Linda Casey Who of us?  Who of
      “us” portray ourselves that way?  I
      don’t think so, her mom is lovely &
      nice.  She’s a loved child.  …Peace..

    • Leslie-Ann Pascal // 20th May 2016 at 2:28 pm // Reply

      + you just jealous that u can’t do all that Kristina can be .don’t be covetous

    • +virgorouge projection

  11. paulsonjeff // 31st May 2015 at 1:32 pm // Reply

    are your clothing and makeup choices vegan?

  12. LazyGirlXD2012 // 2nd June 2015 at 4:49 am // Reply

    I can’t stand the comments that are like “I liked it until you mentioned God”…. Like seriously? You are really cherry picking her poem and not paying attention to the whole message. If you are really that intolerant then I’m sorry but you need to get off the internet because there’s all kinds of religious people on YouTube. You would think that since everyone is different there would be some form of mutual respect but nope. A bunch of petty earthlings who can’t stand someone being themselves. Sad world.

  13. Beautiful Kristina. There are alot of haters on here. You are beautiful inside and out and I love the message you sent. You are not being self centered at all. I love you too!:)!

  14. “God will never give you what you choose not to know”… brilliant

  15. Catarina Gomez // 29th March 2016 at 3:17 pm // Reply

    So this whole video to answear the title with a BIG FAT YES

  16. Watching this in one of my darkest days.. I’m speechless. Thank you for making me feel better about living on earth <3

  17. Saurian Scapes // 8th October 2016 at 3:20 pm // Reply

    Why does it sound like she is rehearsing lines for the school play?

    • Maybe because this is just an act to overwhelm people with words without conveying any raw emotion or meaning.

    • Probably because she rehearsed it multiple times before videotaping it so she wouldn’t stumble over her words or forget any lines.

  18. I’m blown away…i could feel you through this. beautiful. I’m so glad I came across your channel! God bless

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